Shame on me
The guy mentioned in the post: Honestly, ended up being the biggest dick ever.
Last Saturday we were supposed to hang out. We were going to go ice skating which I had been looking forward to all week. We were all set to go when all of the sudden he decides to reschedule because “nobody” can go. As frustrated as I was I asked if he would like to do something else instead. A half an hour later still no response. I was quite anxious because I wanted to go out and both my friend and I were waiting for what was to happen now. I called him and he didn’t pick up. I waited another 15 minutes and still nothing and when calling him again it rang once and went straight to voice mail. Extremely angry at him for bailing on me I ended up going to a roller skating rink with my friend. The next day I expected a text from him apologizing for his behavior. However I didn’t receive a peep. I questioned whether I did something wrong. On Monday I decided to shoot him a text simply saying “Hey”. He replied back hours later saying he passed out while trying to find others to hang out with. I replied back saying I was concerned thinking I did something wrong. He then never replied to that text and still hasn’t.
On Facebook earlier it popped up on my news feed that one of his good friends had posted on his wall saying that he had not seen him in over 2 weeks like myself. Another friend chimed in saying that he was too busy with girls to hang out with his boys. This quite confused me and later HE commented saying “She says she’s sorry guys” meaning there was in fact another girl.
I was hurt and in disbelief. He did not have the courage to confront me or say anything. I had to find out through Facebook. I like to not think that this was because of my purity ring but I honestly don’t know.
How could I be so foolish as to let someone lead me on into thinking I meant something to them.
Shame on me. I won’t make that mistake again.